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Author:  Moshi Atena [ Sun Sep 06, 2020 10:59 pm ]
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The Mantis girl decided to just sit in her room. "So you are reading psychology." She opened the book and started reading. The girl eyes stated to water. "Baka... Baka...Baka..." She spoke to herself. Probably her roommate were out partying and having fun.

The Mantis should have never been bold like that knowing what would happen. "Life is so unfair..." She cleaned her tears but more just came out. She looked into her bag and took out her sake bottle. She shouldn't drink but really what was the point?

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Mon Sep 07, 2020 3:36 pm ]
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A cold metal hand grabbed the bottle before the Mantis could take a sip at it:

"I don't think that's what the doctor had in mind when she asked for you to stay hydrated Mo... Komori-san."

Author:  Moshi Atena [ Mon Sep 07, 2020 8:19 pm ]
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She frowned and grumbled. "Why should I just follow what that stupid Phoenix told me? It is not like it would matter anyways." She dried he face with the bed sheets.

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Mon Sep 07, 2020 8:37 pm ]
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"Uh? She seemed to know her job pretty well. Is there something I'm missing here?

Also, Mo... Komori-san, why do you always insist on the fact you don't matter, in some form or the other? That's just not true."

Author:  Moshi Atena [ Mon Sep 07, 2020 10:08 pm ]
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"Because it is true. To many I am just a figment a created persona just to cope. It doesn't matter to many what I think... what I feel what I want." She closed the book. "I am something that few people understand. I am the raging fire and the stormy wind. I am the emotion not the rationale. I get forgotten or controlled." She looked at the Hida. "I am a different aspect of the whole."

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Mon Sep 07, 2020 11:01 pm ]
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"I'm not sure I understand indeed... But I'm trying. Is this related to the fact you call yourself Komori and not Moshi?"

Author:  Moshi Atena [ Mon Sep 07, 2020 11:25 pm ]
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"Hai... Hida san. I just come when thing get out of hand. She doesn't want to confront the truth, when emotions take over, when she cannot deal with it. I come while she rests... or gets back her on." She sighed. "Would you call that life?"

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Mon Sep 07, 2020 11:32 pm ]
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"Wait, Komori-san – what is your first name by the way? – you're saying you are not Moshi Atena-san but... another spirit that shares her body somehow?"

Author:  Moshi Atena [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 12:57 am ]
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"I am Komori Kystal, not a spirit, another state of mind." She opened her Densai and showed a page on one of the psychology books. "A person can have more that one personality that is not a spirit but a creation of their own thoughts. Independent yet dependent on the state of the person." She showed the Hida a very colorful page because of all the highlighted markers used on it. "Some call it Multiple personalities disorder. I am me but also her."

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 1:30 am ]
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Akemi tried her best to make sense of all that:

"So... You're a part of Atena... Who shares her body and all of memories... But with a totally different personally... And you take the reins... When Atena is overwhelmed. Am I right?"

Author:  Moshi Atena [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 1:42 am ]
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"Hai... not really all memories though. I don't remember many things nor what Atena did in her day. We share our skill set. I tend to get into more trouble than she does since I am more instinct than thought." Kystal explained.

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 2:12 am ]
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"Okay... Let's me try to understand with a bad comparison.

There's Normal Akemi and there's Party Akemi. Normal Akemi turns into Party Akemi when she's drunk or in the deep of the night or when there's a cute gal or guy around. And then Party Akemi makes her own decisions ignoring Normal Akemi's opinions. Some of these decisions are very questionable, and Normal Akemi has to lived with their consequences.

Is it some extreme version of that, or am I just getting more and more lost?"

Author:  Moshi Atena [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 2:31 am ]
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"An extreme version of that. Since Akemi is Akemi but Atena is Kystal and Kystal is Atena." She nodded. "I can eventually disappear if Atena is treated right."

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 2:34 am ]
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"And... Do you want to disappear? Or not?"

Author:  Moshi Atena [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 3:15 am ]
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The Komori sighed. "It is not my decision to make. Would you ask Party Akemi if she wants to disappear?"

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 3:25 am ]
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"Hey, I don't want Party Akemi to leave! Party Akemi is often damn dumb...

But without her Normal Akemi's brain would probably have fried a long time ago. She's kind of the safety salve for Normal Akemi's stress. Couldn't handle the pressure without her."

Author:  Moshi Atena [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 3:44 am ]
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"That is what I am. I am party Atena sort of speak." She smiled "I don't want to disappear more integrate. Be part of her not separate."

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 3:53 am ]
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"Okay, sorta fusion...

I have no idea how would that work. Do you? Do you know people who may know?"

Author:  Moshi Atena [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 5:33 am ]
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"Yes, like you like party Akemi as part of you. I don't know if that can be done as our brain is well kind of fritzy."

Author:  Hida Akemi [ Tue Sep 08, 2020 5:42 am ]
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"Maybe you should ask a specialist? Who are the specialist for these things actually? You told me you read books on the subject earlier. People must have written these books no? Wouldn't they be able to help?"

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