He seemed a bit confused, honestly. Still holding his pressed uniform in the dust cover from the cleaners, he folded his arms and seemed to concentrate for a bit.
"Doji-san, this might not be a matter of...",he winced slightly. No, don't be obtuse, but try to make her understand what you're feeling. "You have to understand, no one is going to congratulate her. Everyone will pity her, feel sorry for her. She's done nothing wrong, after all. I'll be the villain, but she's a better woman than they know, and she just wants to do well. She won't blame me I don't think...but I want to give her a token of appreciation." He clenched his teeth. "Listening to people congratulate her all day on what they'll make sound like a punishment would hurt anyone, no matter how tough they are."
And it's possible he was talking about himself, as well, but he didn't want to be selfish. Even if he was a little.
"I want to choose her, and by my duty I can't avoid it if it's possible, I just want to do something that will help her see things that are positive, there is already enough to worry about."
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_________________ Spider Clan • Bushi • 5th Company Commander • Gentry • Wealthy Honor: Honorless Dog, Status: 4, Glory: 1
Carries: Sidearm, wakizashi, Densai, uniform/leisure or traditional clothes, cigs, fan. Armor, Daisho, Rifle for battle. Description
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